Providence of God

Sitting here contemplating the end of summer and the beginning of fall. We know they usually end and  start around this time of year, yet am surprised nonetheless.  As if wishing or expecting that summer would never end can somehow make it happen. (must be the kid in me). Each new season brings its pros and cons. A lot like life, I guess.

What boggles my mind is no matter what happens I tend to think it has happened either by chance or by my amazing abilities. What a fool! Whether it is in the smallest matters or matters of life and death, He has mapped my every step. Amazing! And most of the time we are so unaware. God help me.

Been a way for a while. Stuff happens, whether we like it or not. Just when a guy thinks he has a few things figured out, life takes a turn.  Not sure if it pays to try to figure it out or just hang on and enjoy the ride.

Been thinking lately about "everything". And when I say everything I mean everything.  So many things I thought I had somewhat figured out aren't always what they seem.  And what bugs me the most is when  someone tells me something like they have it all figured out and I believe them only to find out that they didn't know what they were talking about!  When am I going to learn.

More later.