Life is strange. Just when you think you have it all figured out, something happens and all of a sudden things are in disarray again. It doesn't even have to be something major. An argument with someone, something not happening the way you think it should or even the way someone treats you. And it more often than not seems to snowball. If something happens, I immediately get down in the dumps and start to feel sorry for myself, like why is everyone picking on me. I'm just trying to get through life like the rest of you.
Maybe I am too self-conscious. Maybe if I didn't always think that it is about me. Maybe if I gave more than I got I wouldn't notice the ups and downs as much. God help me!
